Monday, March 28, 2011

To My Dragon;

(I will) Never Surrender
I'll not let you beat me, there's nothing you can do.
No force could be imposed on me, that would see me succomb to you.
No obstacle you throw at me, will block my path for long.
I'll simply find another way, my desires are far to strong.
No winds could blow me hard enough, to drive me off my course.
Your's could never hope to match, that of my driving force.
Nor waves or raging torrents, you might muster, will ever sweep.
From this path I've chosen, or all it is I seek.
So to you, I welcome your challenges, each one you may throw.
They only serve to strenghten me and with everyone, I'll grow.
by W.A.Simmons

I am one strong woman, but when I can't get one 'feel good' day after weeks of sx's...I start to lose it. I cried last night, frustration won. I  feel bad again today.These are the times when you just want to quit. NOW, more than ever, this is when you kick yourself. Reach down deep and find the strength, physically, mentally, emotionally & spiritually. I am so close! With 20 weeks to go, HCV undetectable, and the encouraging stories of those who have been free from this dragon years later...this is what you fight for now!
WINNING :)

3 comments:

  1. I'm right there with you....Hang tough and I will! I have had the "OMG I want to quit this battle" day/week too. Keep up the fight.

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  2. Thanks Kenny.How far are you into Tx? Have you joined any groups? I never would have come this far without the knowledge I found there. Keep in touch.

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  3. Yes! Those guys are amazing! I'm KWJ on HCV Support.ORG Keep up the blog you really help me!

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